I Spend Time With God

I Spend Time With God

Holds the World Like a Baby , 2016. Ginger Cochran

Holds the World Like a Baby, 2016. Ginger Cochran

 

I Spend Time With God

I spent time with God today…

We were children

We ate cupcakes

Two each

And we laughed at silly things

 

I spent time with God today…

He told me he’s tired of keeping secrets

but he couldn’t let it out ‘cause what would they say

 

I spent time with God today…

I told him my wrists are bleeding

He held me tight

He said he’d never look the other way

 

I spent time with God today…

We had a drink or two at a bar

We laughed and just talked about life

He said he’s proud that I’ve come this far

 

I spent time with God today…

He told me he’s gay

He said no one ever takes the time to love and listen

They just lock him up in their self-righteous prison

 

I spent time with God today…

We talked way into the night

With a cigarette in hand

He said people should just chill

And quit living like they need to pay some bill

 

I spent time with God today…

She told me she’s no longer a virgin

And keeping it a secret is the heaviest burden

She said she won’t dare tell anyone but me

‘cause what if they judge her and they just won’t see

 

I spent time with God today…

She told me she was raped

She said she’s having an abortion

Before they see and it’s too late

 

I spent time with God today…

He told me suicide is an entertaining thought

He said he’s tired of living with empty promises of all that can’t be bought…

 

I spent time with God tonight…

We had a real good time

Did many things worth a penny, worth a dime

With our black coats on we had all kinds of fun

We laughed, and he said

“What happens in Vegas stays in Vegas…”

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